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Sunday, November 11, 2007

Art and Voyeurism

The other night I was watching Grey's Anatomy, even though the show is an absolute crapfest that makes people want to go through four torturous years of medical school, just so they can become bed-hopping interns, who have implausible, inappropriate relationships with their attendings.

Anyways, as I watched Izzie and George awkwardly banter in bed about their sexual incompatibility, I had a feeling I had never felt before while watching TV - utter discomfort. Why was I watching these interns deal with such a private matter? Relationship issues and matters dealing with chemistry were so utterly
private in real life, and here I was, actively engaging in whether Izzie and George would make it. And then, I realized, serialized dramas transformed the average TV viewer into a typical voyeur, our 40-inch flat screens becoming a surrogate window into peoples' secret lives, truths they didn't even share with themselves.

For example, I knew more about the interns of Seattle Grace than I did my own friends because with friends, there are certain things you
just didn't discuss. For instance, I knew the elaborate sexual circle of the characters, and the intimate and embarrassing moments that had transpired between the sheets. These were things I didn't even want to know about many of my friends as there are certain, sensitive matters that are better kept away from prying eyes.

Nevertheless, all art is essentially a voyeuristic journey into both the artist's psyche as well as the fictional world he or she has created. For example,
Look Homeward Angel is a novelized autobiography of Thomas Wolfe's life - Asheville, North Carolina became the mountain town Altamont, and UNC-Chapel Hill became Pulpit Hill. In one incident, Eugene Gant (Wolfe's thinly disguised alter-ego) visits the local brothel to lose his virginity and contracts syphilis from his habitual visits. While I was reading Wolfe's autobiography, I read that this actually happened to the author, and I found it shocking that he included it in his first novel. And I realized that while I know that North Carolina's most famous writer had an STD, I will probably never be sure which one of my friends ever had one - I don't think anyone would like to admit to that (unless forced to do so by the Department of Public Health).

E.O. Wilson, a professor at Harvard, examines what the scientific evolutionary purpose of art is in his work in a field of Biopoetics. Perhaps art's true purpose is that it appeals to our voyeuristic sensibilities. Maybe we realize that we can never know anyone fully (pride often gets in the way of embarrassing confessions), and art satisfies that curiosity by providing surrogate characters/artists we can engage ourselves with rather than real people, who are secretive and disconnected from each other.

And even famous art force many of us to engage in conspiracy theories about the nature of the subject to the artist. We have an obsessive desire for these paintings to reveal some hidden truth about the artist's secret inner life. For instance, many conjecture that the model in "The Nude Maja" was Goya's secret mistress. At the Prado, I was told that Goya did two paintings of the same model - one clothed for the subject's husband and a secret, nude portrait. While this conspiracy theory is rejected by art historians now, it reveals an inherently human need to find secret meanings in art - so that we can become Peeping Toms of even history.

However, to be fair, though, artists (and even bloggers) are to some extent narcissists and exhibitionists, inviting the viewer to take time out and marvel at and speculate about their rich, inner lives through their cryptic, symbolic art. After all, ask yourself, why are we so angry at J.D. Salinger for disappearing into anonymity and not becoming a flamboyant equivalent of Truman Capote?

--By Mariam, who still thinks art is, like, way cool!

36 comments:

Shaz said...

Is it voyeurism if you have permission? (Or am I missing the point completely?)

MariamQ said...

Oh darnit, you totally made a hole in my argument!!! I have half a mind to delete your comment :) JK :)

That's a really good point actually, but the content of art is voyeuristic these days esp. on TV.

Also, in the case of Goya's painting, our reaction to its content is just another obsession with us finding out every, single thing about the artist. It's weird if you read a biography of someone, you'll prob know more about them than a close friend, I would think.

Shaz said...

"...content of art is voyeuristic these days esp. on TV..."

Isn't that just the very nature of fiction? Like to give the reader / viewer something that's not real so they can observe it without being observed themselves? I'm not saying that's why people enjoy art, but it's sort of an unavoidable aspect of its nature.

Now to write a book where the characters knew they were in a story and were being read, that would be cool. Has anyone done that?

I don't know what my point is.

(I'm not trying to be difficult I promise!)

Shaz said...

I agree with the "bloggers = narcissists" idea btw, certainly in my own case.

Shaz said...

And how do you get youtube videos on here? Like the My So Called Life one you've got further down?

Ashot said...

Thank you Captain Obvious (yet again)!

MariamQ said...

Ashot, you are a fat loser. At least I write blogs and don't make my stupid loser minions write substandard blogs about Dr. Lehamann. Also, it is not obvious; I am making a point about the voyeuristic demands we make on art.

Anyways, Shiraz - about the characters knowing a novel is being written about them - couple examples of that - Stranger than Fiction with Will Ferrell and my personal favorite, Adaptation. AMAZING movie.

Also, to do the YouTube thing - here is what you do: you go to the video on the YouTube site, and then you copy and paste the link on the page where it says "embed." Then you go to your blogger account. And from the post page, you go to "Edit HTML" tab right next to the Compose tab, and you insert the video. hope this helps. What is the link to your blog? I can link it to this page if you want!

Shaz said...

THANKS! I've wanted to know how to do that for so long!

Really nice of you to offer the link to this page, but here's the thing… I write semi-personal stuff on my blog and from what I've seen there are some people who read this blog who perhaps don't have the manners that I (maybe arrogantly) like in people who have a peek into my life. They certainly don’t seem to show you the respect you deserve.

Anyway, I'd be honoured if you yourself graced my blog with your presence, but if it doesn't seem too rude I'd prefer not to have it linked up purely cos I don't tolerate in any way at all people who I know to be disrespectful - I swear it's nothing to do with you and I really REALLY am not trying to imply that you do tolerate it. Maybe one day I'll be less uptight and then I can publicise it more.

I know that must sound really rude, but honestly I don’t mean to be, it’s just my inability to express myself politely.

You can get the address from Nameless Friend and come say buenos días, that’d be really cool! I normally only get one person leaving comments at the moment anyways, although it is a cool person. (I'm not writing the address up here myself for the reasons I just said.)

No offence intended to anyone, and sincere apologies if I’ve upset anyone reading this. And I’m not trying to imply that anyone would care enough to be upset either.

Shaz said...

And I agree btw, it is NOT obvious.

Ashot said...

Thanks for deleting my comment Mariam.

MariamQ said...

Anytime, Ashot!

Shiraz, don't worry, I completely understand. Some of my dost both ajeeb bathe karthe hai, but kya karo? Medical school katham ho jai ga inshaAllah. (I hope you can understand Urdu, otherwise maybe your mom or Nameless Friend can translate)?

Ashot said...

Okay that was really lame Mariam. Poshla ti nahui (maybe you can get Roman to translate that for you).

And Shaz, since you are so damn secretive, you are no longer welcome to my blog (I know you were not planning to come back anyway, but still), fair is fair, if I can't read your private thoughts, you cannot read mine. I know you will agree, and please forgive me if I sound rude, I do not wish to be, you seem like a really nice guy and I hate being rude to nice people. Thank you.

Aalia said...

shaz and mariam- u guys are too funny! mariam- you write very well mashaAllah... maybe u can be a grey's anatomy writer since u are in med school, write well, & the current writers are on strike. how's that for a merging of interests!?

Shaz said...

Lol Aalia Baaji! You know what I was thinking when I read the last few comments... who needs Grey's when this is going on!

Mariam yeah Alhamdulillah I can understand Urdu, I got the transliteration too :p

And no need to ask me for forgiveness Señor Ashot, you've not offended me :)

Shaz said...

Aalia Baaji you're the "cool person" btw :)

Peace and love people, sincerely. Afshu salaam.

Anonymous said...

translation: some of my friends say weird things but what can you do. Medical school will finish God willing

MariamQ said...

Awww Aalia baji - thanks! When are you going to update your blog about Aleena's birthday? I heard she got an "incorrectly" made Dora cake.. and also, "Ryan, my dad always wanted a son-in-law like you." hahahaha

sannere said...

Mariam, I really thought you were the one in our group who had an STD.

MariamQ said...

I am going to be try my hardest to be polite about this and be rise above all of this pettiness, but I would appreciate it if a certain anonymous contingency would stop being so immature. This is not your blog, and I would really like it if you could be respectful. If that's not possible, then don't comment OR read the blog. No one is asking you to do so.

I have deleted some comments from an anonymous contingency (even though I know exactly who each one is from - I may be a Valley girl, but I'm not an idiot), bec. I have found them idiotic and offensive.

So there you have it, no more anonymous comments. Have the "cajones" to put your fucking name on your immature remarks (or translations for that matter).

Anonymous said...

Don't worry about what those guys say Mariam. I read those comments and it didn't bother me. I think it just goes on to say how immature they really are. Call me whenever you have some free time.

Aalia said...

wow mariam! take charge!!! i vow not to anonymous here for sure! :)

shaz- u're cool too!!!

this is highly entertaining!!!

Aalia said...

mariam- dora was SO wrong... i'll email you the pix!

Farrah said...

ok, I'm entering this conversation really late but I think the word for friend is the same in urdu and farsi "doost"! Exciting! yes? anybody?

Blog = narcissism. I've known that since the beginning, but my thoughts are so brilliant that I don't mind.

But then wouldn't any creative process be considered narcissistic? I mean all of art is like, "hey look at me and this thing I made. Aren't I cool? want to buy it?" At least we aren't trying to sell the blog and we can acknowledge our short stories aren't worth any money. Unless of course a publisher would like to publish a collaborative short story book - in that case, Mariam and I are listening!

Shaz said...

I didn't write this and I'm not sure which comments it's referring to (and I don't want to know)...

"Don't worry about what those guys say Mariam. I read those comments and it didn't bother me. I think it just goes on to say how immature they really are. Call me whenever you have some free time."

Sorry for all this drama Mariam, I feel kinda responsible.

MariamQ said...

I'm sorry you've got people impersonating you. Never a dull moment in the States :)

Anyways, it's not your fault - it's the damn US and the right to free speech and a few select immature individuals.

Ashot said...

I don't get it, if Shaz is not Shaz, then who is he? Did you make him up Mariam?

Shaz said...

Aalia Baaji it'd be so awesome if you were president! You fancy running?! :)

MariamQ said...

Aww Alien you are too cute! Are you coming to my house for Thanksgiving???? xoxo

Aalia said...

shaz- president of the kids' class maybe, anything more- u gotta be kidding me! but thanks :)

mare- ur moms makes a mean turkey which i will totally miss! but, we'll be in the atl this time around... eat a hearty serving for me!!!

Linz said...

Wow -- reading this right now has been really confusing.

Shaz said...

You think that´s confusing? Wait until messages from you start appearing that you didn´t even write :p

Ashot said...

thats because YOU are not real buddy

Aalia said...

ashot- lol... i hope you're joking though! shaz is definitely real. he is a marvellous and very respectful young gentleman. real indeed, and not a figment of our imaginations!

Unknown said...

actually im mariams secret lover and i am so NOT made up.

anyways, this is the most immature thing i've seen in my entire life. the last time i saw people act this way was in ... um... third grade.

mariam. why don't you make some new friends? actually screw new friends. i think your old nc ones are good enough.

Ashot said...

Mariam, I think your friend bush makes an excellent point!

Aalia said...

who is ashot