Today in clinic a patient came in with his home health nurse. I went in the exam room to get his pillow for his wheel chair, and his nurse followed me to gather the rest of his belongings. My attending was still in the other room talking to the patient's mother, and the elderly female nurse stood in front of me staring at my ID badge. "I recognized your name, and I was wondering if you were planning on continuing your work here or going back overseas," she stated with an eerily calm demeanor. At first, I thought she meant she recognized my name from the hospital and her other visits with this patient. Then, I realized with a crushing blow of racism that she recognized me as a foreigner. Was it my yankee English that made her suspicious? Did I inadvertently slip into my mom's accent? Was she just screening every vaguely foreign person she met (even if they did look like an innocuous pediatrician in a cardigan) for suspicious behavior to report to Homeland Security? Are my eyebrows significantly bushier than usual today? I responded that I was born and raised in Colorado, and she seemed confused. I was confused too because I don't encounter this stuff much... maybe out of willful ignorance.
--By Farrah, who was asked by an attending physician once if her favorite movie was Aladdin because she looked like Jasmine. She didn't know if she should be flattered or offended, so she just nodded.
7 comments:
Maybe she's a bit blind and misread your name as Mother Teresa.
I had left a profound, loving and anti-racist comment but it didn't go through so I will leave you with this little gem of wisdom.
I'm super sorry a racist bitch came to your hospital. One day things will be different for all of us I hope and people will not know us (or anyone) for where they are from, rather we will all just be people, with equal merit, trying to get a fair shake in the world.
So......are you going overseas or not?
Tor deserves a hug.
Anonymous should watch their language.
Jonathan deserves a punch in the balls.
Aladdin is probably my favourite Disney movie, followed by The Lion King, followed by Beauty and the Beast.
Welcome back, Farrah! I always thought that you and Jasmine were related to each other somehow. Don't middle-eastern people "like you" still travel by magic carpet? And I bet you have your very own Bengal tiger hiding around in your backyard.
I hope residency is going well for the most part. Merry Christmas and happy holidays.
Brittani - you are completely right. I often forget that people here don't use magic carpet, and I get so many weird looks when I park it in the garage. Happy holidays to you too!
Shaz - the correct order is Beauty and the Beast, Aladdin, and then Lion King. I assume pixar doesn't count.
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